2 months has gone by...

Tommorrow Izz Wazien will be 2 months old. Means my 60 days of maternity leave is over. And tommorrow will be officially i start to go to the office.

Even i've given 60 days leave, i actually has started go to the office as early as 7 days of my confinement period. Giving birth 2 weeks early from EDD which supposed to be on 23 March, makes few jobs incompleted. Instead of passed the job to my colleague, i prefer to complete them by myself. I'm not a workholic type, but just to ensure there will be no noise in the office..why?? caused i knew who supposed to finish the job. Thus i took the initiative to do it. Alhamdulillah i managed it very well even i did not attend the meeting and the client has paid the fee last week.

Having a confinement period without emak make me feel very lonely...rindu pulak leteran emak yang tak habis untuk anaknya yang selalu degil nih..hihi. It also make me lost my appetite..eating the same menu almost everyday...roasted fish or ikan goreng and sayur sawi plus sitting alone at dining table..sungguh membosankan. I seems skinny. Just imagine my weight lost at 10kilos just in a months..Before this (after delivered zikri) i took few months to return back to normal weight. Thus i went back to the office just for lunch and do some works while waiting for 5.45 pm to fetch aura from school.

Fetching aura from school for almost everyday, Bring Wazien to the clinic alone, cooking for myself, travelling for some hours in the car, doing office jobs during this confinement period....Sometimes my friends said, i'm very hardworking..sometimes they said i do not love myself..sometimes they said i am too brave and so on...apa2 ajelah..The important thing is what am i thinking of myself...I am very grateful to go through all this..at least i know the hardness of others below and most important i learnt how to be independence. Alhamdulillah...